Day 173: Carrying the weight…

quote-your-legs-will-get-heavy-and-tired-then-comes-a-moment-of-feeling-the-wings-you-ve-grown-lifting-rumi-300040I feel heavy today.  Not fat-heavy…legit heavy.  My legs feel like they weigh 100 lbs each and I’m dragging them through waist deep mud.  There’s no reason for me to feel like this…at least none that come to mind.

I’m kinda curious if this is my weightiness or if I’ve tapped into someone else’s.  Not surprising, Mr. Universe feels tired today too.  Would make sense if I’m feeling his lethargy…he’s a big dude.  His legs really may way 100 lbs each.

This tired feeling keeps moving from my legs up through my chest to my head.  Making it difficult to write…read…think.  I just want to lay down…rest…release this energy.  I don’t want to feel this way today.  Tonight is Monday night football and my Colts are playing…we’re going and I want to be light and energetic.

Guess the only thing I can do it lay down and let go.

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