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Author Archives: candyirven
I am my own guru
I could share the ins & outs of our experience with D3 but frankly, I’m over it. Something recently shifted for me and I don’t feel the need to write about it anymore. When I started the blog, I imagined … Continue reading
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Mindfucked
By mid-March, we were well along the path of rebranding the yoga studio I had purchased a couple years prior to be the first “zen performance lab”. Sounds fancy huh?!? Anything but. Just typing the words makes me throw up … Continue reading
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When you play the game of thrones
Shortly after my insightful call with D3 (short for, Dun Dun Duuuuhn and easier to type), he wanted to do a call with my business partner, Princess Grace. Having shared the accuracy of my call with him, she was excited … Continue reading
And so we meet again
I know exactly how ridiculous everything I’m about to share is going to sound. Trust me! There are times when I pause and have to ask myself if all this really did happen. It did. And it was crazy. Had it not … Continue reading
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Conjuring forth a demon
I can still see the exact moment it happened like it was yesterday. No, I’m not talking about Mr. Universe. I’m referring to someone…something…far more sinister. We had agreed there was no other option for us but to divorce and Mr. … Continue reading
Grateful for the (& Mr.) Universe
Relationships are complicated. As a Six of Diamonds (learn more about cardology and find your card at itiskismet.com), my school room is relationships. That’s where I learn…grow…evolve. Like every relationship I’ve ever been in, I learned a ton about myself. … Continue reading
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But why give up now??
You might be wondering, with the karma cleared and the lesson learned wouldn’t the marriage be great? The karma was the spark that brought us together. Once it cleared (at least for me), the attraction was gone. It was like … Continue reading
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Marrying your karma card
Let me start with one word: DON’T! It ain’t worth it, folks. Looking back, I can almost see the energy that ended up consuming us. It felt like this odd combination of being pushed into something while also being pulled away … Continue reading
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Waiting to exhale
Eventually, I had to face facts. I had to admit the toll that allowing myself to be consumed by Mr. Universe’s well-being was taking on my well-being. Because just like he was making choices, so was I. I mean, not … Continue reading
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It’s my lie and I’ll tell it how I want
You might be asking, “What happened???”. It seemed like I was going to get my happy ending, right?!? I mean, if you followed my last blog series, on January 1, 2015 I was happily preparing to wed Mr. Universe on … Continue reading
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