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Day 331: Nothing to feed on

I guess you could say my dream last night was a little disturbing.  I remember when I awoke telling myself that the dream wasn’t bad…despite the imagery.  That it simply meant I needed to live from my heart and not … Continue reading

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Day 177: Going in without a plan

Thanks to the cooler than normal temps, it’s been about a week since I taught my last SUP class.  Prior to that, my process was to create a new flow each Monday that I’d teach throughout the week.  No two … Continue reading

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Day 159: No such thing as failure

Failure.  My shaman said it at the end our session the other day.  It’s a word that’s been floating around in my head for weeks…since I started to teach SUP, actually.  I can feel the fear of failing in the … Continue reading

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Day 148: When eating shit…

A good friend messaged me yesterday after reading Day 147 and reminded me of another old adage that applies to many a circumstance… “If you’re gonna eat shit, take big bites.” It’s true of almost any situation.  There will be … Continue reading

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Day 144: You are God

She may annoy you with her accent or use of fowl language (both of which, I happen to like but that’s me).  She may turn you off with her depiction of organized religion, but I ask that you put your … Continue reading

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Day 57: Who needs tarot cards when you have a magic collarbone

I felt like a human computer.  Always analyzing all the data points.  What was said…how…by whom…what were the circumstances…what about the non-verbal cues?  Then I’d run all that against what I already knew to be true…similar situations…past experiences.  Don’t forget … Continue reading

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Day 34: Being the best me I can be is all I can really ever hope to be

Almost immediately after posting yesterday, I felt a sense of relief….any then it was gone. As so many supportive comments started rolling in from so many lovely yoginis — Nicole, Kristin, Angi, Jill, Shannon, Tess, Staraya, and Jole — I … Continue reading

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Day 30: There’s just as much to learn from what we can’t imagine as there is from what we can

It’s been a month…30 days since I’ve gone to work…whoa!  Not gonna lie, the first two weeks were rough.  I woke up nearly every morning thinking “What the hell have I done?!?”  But then I remembered how much planning and … Continue reading

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