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Day 90: Cancer bags filled with treasure

4:15 am…The alarm goes off.  It’s time to get up and get ready to head to the hospital.  I’m not nervous or scared or anxious…I’m in protection mode…survival mode…numb to emotions so I can present a happy, strong face to … Continue reading

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Day 81: Road full of promise

The transformation started years ago…probably with Yoga Teacher Training. As I deepened my practiced and dove into the yogic philosophies I started to open my eyes and, most importantly, my heart. It helped me to begin to see my own … Continue reading

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Day 72: One breath at a time

I’ve gone back and forth with how much to share here.  True, this is an online diary of sorts but it’s also a very public online diary….one that I chose to start and am committed to finishing…so, deep breath…here goes…  Yesterday I … Continue reading

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Day 63: Careful what you ask for

After some further reflection and recent experience, I should probably add a couple of characteristics to my list of what I’m looking for in a man.  I’d like to add “a good communicator” and “someone that takes responsibility for their … Continue reading

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Day 58: Trash day is every Thursday and I need to sit this shit at the curb

Here’s where it gets hard.  I know what I need to write about today but I’m also becoming very aware of who’s reading my blog.  It’s one thing when people that don’t know me very well read it…or people that … Continue reading

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Day 56: Who’s your Christopher Walken

We all have one. That secret crush that we rarely, if ever, talk about because we know no one would understand. Deep down we know it’s not right but we can’t look away…we can only ogle…stare in a silent torture. … Continue reading

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Day 52: Can I get a witness

It’s no secret that a big part of my journey is a quest to find love.  Not just any love but real love.  The kind that makes you giggly…makes you jump out of bed in the morning…makes you charge head … Continue reading

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Day 36: Grand gesture…how a mantra was born

It’s no secret that I’ve had my share of half assed relationships.  What I mean by that is that one party — whether me or my partner — were only half in the relationship…only willing to go so far or … Continue reading

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